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Terlupa Rakaat di Dalam Solat

Saya sudah tahu fekahnya bagaimana. Jika terlupa rakaat, pegang pada yang yakin. Eh, ini rakaat ketiga atau keempat? Yakin yang tiga sudah sempurna, kurang pasti dengan yang keempat. Maka pegang yang tiga. Tambah satu rakaat cukupkan empat. Kalau zohor, asar dan isyak. Tetapi bagaimana jika kekeliruan itu berkali-kali di dalam satu solat? Eh ini rakaat […]

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Why and Why Again (Lost My Glasses)

I hate you ADHD when I kept missing my glasses, keys and wallet right under my nose. I got late to some appointments, missed the bus, very exhausting.

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Spelling Nazi

I have to reread again and again to make sure my writing has no typo. But no matter how much I do it, there is always a missing word, a misspelt one, and writing something totally different than what the mind intends. What makes things worse is when you are surrounded by people who are […]

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What is Real and What is Not?

I am told that an ADHDer might overthink many things in his or her life. I often predict the worse and see very few options when stuck in a situation. To be told that it is just the ADHD thing is somehow a relief. But now, my bigger question is, what is real and what […]

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Why Additude?

Avoiding pseudoscience, I am advised to develop my understanding regarding ADHD by reading materials from Additude Magazine. I hope the conflict between Additude Magazine with EU regulation will be quickly resolved.

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ADHD is Not a Gift

“Now let’s be clear, this is a very serious disorder. This is not some trivial little fly-by-night disorder. Also, to emphasize something which I don’t think is emphasized enough: ADHD is no gift. There is no evidence in any research on any of hundreds of measures that we have taken that show that ADHD predisposes […]

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Anxiety is Skyrocketing

It has been quite a while since the last time I wrote something here. I am now approaching the end of my study. The anxiety is skyrocketing and I got really nervous. Thinking back, how many times before I ‘collapsed’ at this stage, and why I kept doing it again and again. My counsellor advised […]

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Kedamaian Yang Hilang

Saya sangat suka dengan waktu malam selepas jam 10. Selepas anak-anak tidur, televisyen ditutup, tiada yang menjerit-jerit dan bercakaran. Hanya sepi, senyap, dan damai, yang membolehkan saya mendengar suara di kepala sendiri. Pelbagai percakapan yang tidak pernah berhenti, dari satu topik ke satu topik. Sepanjang hari selalunya dahi saya berkerut menahan ‘kesakitan’ gangguan suara, jeritan, notifications, juga flash daripada skrin yang sangat […]

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Google Calendar for Our Time Management

Today, kids are back to school after long holiday. They are so eager to get back to school, either because the school is so good, or the house is so boring. See… my negative thoughts! It can simply be both. The house is good, but at the same time the kids miss their friends! That […]

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PhD oh PhD…

Hari ini topik PhD timbul lagi. Isteri saya masih meletakkan harapan saya menyambung pengajian hingga ke peringkat PhD. Sayang, katanya. Sayang kerana saya ada banyak benda yang boleh disumbangkan. Sumbangan saya pula perlu boleh dipetik (cited), untuk rujukan-rujukan lanjut. Kata isteri saya, beliau tidak pernah jumpa orang yang pandai ilmu sejarah macam saya, dan boleh […]

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